Thank you and thank you.

This entry is specially dedicated to one person.

After talking to Haziyah, I actually learned a lot.

About all the issues that me and her are having right now, and all the reasons why.

Actually, I'm still struggling between choices,

not sure which way would be the best for both of us.

But it's okay, if what we are doing now is wrong, He will always show us, and lead us to the right path.

The path we have taken may be uncertain, but we made our own choice, didn't we? :)

Hopefully, it would be the right path.

Things changed ever since

Well, the changes weren't that much.
But still, something has changed. Something is..different now.
Is it good or is it bad?
Nobody knows how this will go.
Even if it's coming to an end, let's just hope it would end nicely.

What To Do.

Well, everything is over now.

She wants to be just friends, after months we had been together.

MONTHS.

Why couldn't you tell me earlier if you just want to be friends?
At least I could prepare myself for that.

You once said you would hold on to me, and go through everything with me,

and now you just want to be friends.

What does that suppose to mean?

I hate you.

Seriously, I do.

I hate you not because of having me fooled.

But I hate you because I loved you so much, that I once thought we could be together a bit longer.

Now everything is not the same anymore,

you are not mine,

everything that we had before, is completely wiped out.

It wasn't easy to build all these, and you had everything destroyed now.

What should I do,

I don't know.

Try to cheer you up? I would give it a try.

To wait for you until we could become lovers again? Only God knows that.

No matter what, you are the girl that I once loved.

Maybe..

Maybe you just have to tell me..

when I'm no longer important to you.

Maybe you just have to tell me..

when you don't feel the same anymore.

Maybe you just have to tell me..

when your heart is no longer mine.

Maybe you just have to tell me..

when you don't need me anymore.

If one day, you leave,

please leave with a good-bye. At least I would know that it's all over now.

Don't ever leave without saying good bye and leave everything hanging, uncertain.

Or maybe you just have to convince me that you still love me,

so that I could always feel you.