What's behind?

I can't tell,

I really can't,

what is real and what is not.

I wish something were real, I wish we were real.

But when I come to realise,

this dream seems breaking apart, tearing me into pieces.

I know this is the truth,

where we could never be in the way I wanted us to be.

Sometimes even when I know I'm just in a dream,

I just want to stay in this dream,

stay forever.

Because you seem real to me.

If we could be like this just in my dream,

I rather I would never wake up.

 

I can't say how you feel.

Maybe this dream that I'm dreaming right now,

means nothing to you.

If you found somebody else better,

I rather you leave,

and put me awake from this dream.

But, before that,

I will not leave, I will not stop dreaming that we are real,

and will not stop praying that our relationship isn't just a dream.

Deep inside of me,

it's not a dream to me, and you are not a dream to me.

I hope one day,

I could tell you how much I care about you,

and tell you how much I love you.

 

You are not a dream to me.