What's behind?

I can't tell,

I really can't,

what is real and what is not.

I wish something were real, I wish we were real.

But when I come to realise,

this dream seems breaking apart, tearing me into pieces.

I know this is the truth,

where we could never be in the way I wanted us to be.

Sometimes even when I know I'm just in a dream,

I just want to stay in this dream,

stay forever.

Because you seem real to me.

If we could be like this just in my dream,

I rather I would never wake up.

 

I can't say how you feel.

Maybe this dream that I'm dreaming right now,

means nothing to you.

If you found somebody else better,

I rather you leave,

and put me awake from this dream.

But, before that,

I will not leave, I will not stop dreaming that we are real,

and will not stop praying that our relationship isn't just a dream.

Deep inside of me,

it's not a dream to me, and you are not a dream to me.

I hope one day,

I could tell you how much I care about you,

and tell you how much I love you.

 

You are not a dream to me.

Say goodbye to Facebook.

Facebook status: Officially deactivated. :-)

Im sicked of it.

I don't want to face it for any longer.

I'm too sad,

I'm sorry, I'm just being emotional.

Yeah, call me whatever you want.

Looks like I don't really deserve someone that is good in my life.

Whenever I was almost there,

that person left.
Yeah, call me whatever you like,
I'm just being myself, I won't hide my feelings.

Guess what. =.=

Ahahaha that's what you get when you are not ready for exam.

I didn't study much, so guess what,

I failed my maths and chemistry.

For my whole life, I have never failed my maths until now.

It was so frustrating. I was like WTF?!

Ahh and then here comes chemistry again,

and the marks were really pissing me off.

zzz.

Looks like I have to work hard now. :-)

Yeah.

Yeah, I get upset sometimes,

when something I wanted is not something that should belong to me.

But I will not forget how we met,

because it really means a lot to me,

I will die trying to make you mine.

Just because I like you. :-)