Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Missing, Lost.

Sometimes, what is lost could never be found again.
When it's lost, it'd never come back.

There is a saying, a meaningful one:

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Ich Vermisse Dich Means I Miss You.

Missing you at this hour is just unbearable.
Hehe. :')

It is so unbearable, that I had to call her and interrupt her when she's sleeping soundly right now.
Sorry ek? Bukan sengaja tahuu. ;p

I have never missed someone so badly before,
and you are the first person. The first, and if he wills it, the last too. :)

Sleep tight there my sleepy head,
have a sweetdream.
Think of me when you are dreaming, will you? hehe.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Simple Fact.

I love the fact that we could be lovers,
and best friends at the same time.

I can be myself when I'm with her.
I feel..comfortable.
Perhaps we just need a person that could make us feel loved and comfortable.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Being Alive.

A road accident happened and four young lives were lost.
YES, 4.

Perhaps there are so many things could happen in this world, beyond our imagination.
This minute you are laughing with your friends,
and perhaps the next you could no longer hear from them, no even a word,
and there is only silence. 

Accident happened in Kota Tinggi, Johor, Malaysia.
Source: The Star

This poor young man, the driver,
he had lost a sister,
3 friends, all aged 17 to 18,
in a single collision.
Perhaps it was God that wanted to keep him alive.

A lesson for all of us.
Be safe, wherever you go.

Think of the ones you love,
your family - parents, husband, wife, son or daughter - and your friends.

We would never know what would happen next,
but at least we are doing our part to keep us safe and live.

Being alive, is always a blessing.

Sunday, December 11, 2011


Wishlist for this upcoming 2012?

Nothing much,
I just want my family to be safe and healthy all the time.

There's one little wish though,
I wish we could have more time together, but seems like this wish is less likely to come true.
Just hope everything will get better as it goes, for both of us.

It's understandable, after all. :)

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Other Than Budapest.

Sun Festival in Cuzco, Peru.

Las Fallas Festival in Valencia, Spain.

Prague, Czech Republic.

Budapest City Park, Hungary.

I always want to be a backpacker,
travel around the world, with my camera.

You, let's go there. Me and you, around the world. :)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

From Night Till Dawn..Not So.

Okay, title memang tak boleh bla. haha.
I guess only we both know the reason why. haha. xD

we were on the phone, for the third time, according to her. haha.
This time, we had a much better conversation.
We talked about many things,
about the present, and also the past.

''Tahun ne tahun ke-4, dah 3 tahun kita kenal.''
Not 4 years okay. haha. ;p

But then,
the awesome part was,
I actually sang to her.
haha. Oh my.
I sing to no one normally, unless I sing so loud that everyone could hear me.

But I sang to her.

Well, at first it was awkward...okay maybe it's still awkward right now. haha.
Malu kot. Da la suara macam ehemm2. xD

But then, hopefully you would like that, ye? Our song. :)

We also talked about the problems that we used to have,
and the reasons why we did this and that, why she chose me, and if this relationship is okay for her or not.
It felt great actually,
to have known all these. At least we know each other better,
at least we know the motives behind why we actually did this and that.

It was good, I felt good.

Well, in the end, it was pretty much just silence from both of us,
silence that was never felt so warm and comfortable.

''Mata air kesayangan jenyew la.'' hahaha. ;p

I miss her, more than ever.